Uncategorized – Too Far From the Sun

the pain you carry
from before you knew
where pain comes from
before you even remembered

the will to walk away
because every time is practice
leaving behind
what no longer serves me

Silence so pure and broken
with the soft ring of harbor bells
wind whistling through pines
hum of the breathless sea

for everything I’ve lost and found again
everything I lost and learned to live without

if you’re going to love me
you need to understand
that I love me,
and I love me too much
to watch myself suffer.

when you hurt
I will carry your pain
if it’s too heavy for you alone.

will you love the parts of me that I find hard to love?
I want you to be mesmerized by my strength,
dazzled by my mind,
hypnotized by my movement

Letting things unwind
Letting it restart

The past is long gone
and the future is arriving
not in dreams or hopes
but the divine details
before your eyes

more than skewed and odd pieces
haphazardly arranged
trying to fit together
trying to make sense