Poetry – Too Far From the Sun

What do I do
now that I’m free?

There is a line
between reality
and other.

Morning breath and sadness,
but for you
that’s enough.

I was born for loving.
I don’t know how to go halfway.
But every form is different
and beautiful in its own way.

there is no reason to worry.
because every particle moves seamlessly,
the flow is never broken
there are no mistakes or wrong turns.

I think it’s you –
but it’s me I need

I feel movement
deep in my body
like seeds planted long ago
sprouting and searching
for water and light.

I don’t want to be
what I was yesterday.
I am what I am today.

I woke this morning
and my first thought
was “I am whole. I am
magical again.”

but I can’t save you,
I can’t change you,
I could only love you
if that were enough.