I’m a Renaissance woman –
Curved and soft
Draped in fabric
Reclining on clouds
Peeking down shyly
at the Earth below me.
My canvas is smooth
And rough with coats
Of oil paints, getting the nose
Covering bruises and bites.
So lovely and full
No sharp lines or bones
The goddess of beauty incarnate.
I’m a modern woman –
My bony hips jab into your skin
As I ride you and bite my lip.
I post on the gram
As I twist myself smaller
Filtering, shaping, covering up.
Glancing through windows
Of rectangular-shaped realities.
Scrolling and scrolling,
Forever scrolling.
Looking for the next thing.
My skin is angry,
We cover the outcries
With painted on smiles
Luscious, red lips
Tiny waist, big ass, small thighs
Everything just right.
You wanna be something?
Let yourself be captured.
In lenses, paintings, poems,
Illusions, and traps
Do we exist to be savored
Or just looked at?
I’m just a woman –
With a body that holds
My soul down on this Earth.
I’m just a woman –
Lovely and dirty, empty and full
Incapable of being captured
And too much to be savored
.