Life has been testing me lately…
I was robbed, lost half my belongings in an airport, am very poor at the moment and countless other bad luck moments and general confusion about life. In essence, just about everything that could go wrong has gone wrong in the past couple weeks. I don’t know how I’m gonna make money to support myself in Spain, and school has been exponentially more intense in second year plus we’re starting rehearsals Monday for our production of Bad Girls the musical.
But at the same time, I’ve lost so much that I have little connection to material things. Why bother caring about my things if I’m just going to lose them anyway? I have amazing friends who’ve helped me out, I truly wouldn’t get by without a little help from my friends. The things I’m learning in my classes are amazing, eye opening and inspiring. I’m learning to work harder than I ever have before. I’m excited to start the rehearsal process for our musical.
Life is weird, confusing and will never be the same as it is now. So try to enjoy it, I guess?
I had this radical idea yesterday:
The reason life has been testing me is because I’ve leveled up. My old challenges became too easy and now I need to keep being tested in order for me to get even stronger.